theater high

I’ve been on this theater high for a while now. After going to Ashland this summer for the Shakespeare Festival, I felt strangely drawn to acting, but never thought I’d be able to do it (no experience, stage fright, horrible at memorization). But, sometimes you surprise yourself. “On Tidy Endings” came my way and taught me a lot of things, showing me how enjoyable and profound theater is. Yesterday we drove to Berkeley to watch “The Bacchae” and I realized that I’m starting to watch a lot closer at everyone’s performances, studying them and picking up things that may come in handy later. I only wish I had started doing theater earlier. Last night was our first read thru of Iphigenia 2.0. I thought I did alright for the little amount of reading I did, but became frustrated at the fact that there aren’t many lines and I don’t know how to create a more distinct character. It made me more and more frustrated until Tim helped me to realize the importance of the chorus, no matter what lines there are. Of course, some lines of the chorus mean a lot (such as soldier parts), but even if I don’t get a speaking role, my role can still be meaningful and play a significant part. And I realized that even if I don’t get a speaking part, there is still so much that I can learn. Mei Ann is having us do all kinds of activities and assignments, like actors journals, dancing, watching other characters. I think I am going to thoroughly enjoy this and learn so much. Can I just do theater and have no more classes please?!

goodbye love.

Sunday was the last showing of Love is a 4 Letter Word. I’m going to miss this show a lot. It has been such an amazing experience for me in so many ways. I made some incredible new friends. I learned so much from Heather, Cammie, and Mae Ann. And I realized how much I really do love acting and late night rehearsals and tech week… everything. And to think, I almost didn’t try out. (I have Tim to thank for pushing me)

“On Tidy Endings” was an experience in itself. I learned so much about the play and PUC’s reaction to homosexuality. Most people came up to me saying it was such an intense play and that they were really glad it was performed. Most were shocked it even was performed. I can understand that from their perspective; even I was fairly hesitant about taking on this role. But, I have absolutely no regrets. This play is not a glorification of homosexuality–it is a story about love, life, and letting go. And it was amazing.

love makes the world go round

It’s not Valentine’s Day anymore, but I decided to make a V-Day post anyway. This year, it was spent in Stauffer Hall as I rehearsed for 6 hours… but to be honest, I really enjoyed it. I’m going to miss this play so much once it’s over. I’ll miss working with Jonathan, Zoe, and Harrison a LOT. I am so tempted to try out for Iphigenia 2.0!! (Unfortunately work is a higher priority).

Anyway, I’ve never been too big with the whole Valentine’s Day thing, mostly because nothing great has ever occurred on that day for me. So, it was pretty awesome when my boyfriend gave me a bronze and black cast-iron tea pot. =) Seriously, you have no idea how damn sweet that is. I absolutely love it!

I think another reason why I’m not into the frilly chocolate and balloons of Valentine’s Day is because it’s just a ploy from stores to buy more crap (don’t get me wrong, I like flowers as much as the next girl) ….but apparently this will show each other how much you love and care for them. But, shouldn’t we be doing that every day? Why should one day be more significant than all the rest to show each other how much you care for them? That’s why I’m not too keen on the whole Valentine’s Day thing. If you truly care and love someone, you can prove it by how you act towards them. If you’re saving it for one special day, however, you’re just a phony.